Rafe paused and looked at me, "I'll feel safer in here, You won't even know I'm here. Go back to whatever you were doing. I'm invisible" Rafe said, I looked at him weirdly, "No fucking way, I am not sleeping in a bed with Rafe Cameron." I said as I slightly pushed him causing him to fall on the floor. "It's okay, the floor works too. Now you two continue, just act like I was never here" He said as he laid his head back down on the floor. I looked at Topper annoyed. "I'm sorry" He mouthed. We both laid down, my head on Topper's chest and my arm laying on his stomach. I quickly fell asleep like this. My life is about as complicated as it gets, and being a pogue helps me in no way. I've learned the ones who claim they'd do anything for you and love you more than life itself are the one's who are really trying to make your world crash and burn. But I found that out the hard way, I found that out by falling for Topper Thornton, my best friends older brother, major change for Topper, dating a pogue who came from a life where she had nothing, and on top of that I was the sister of his enemy, John B Routledge. Life goes back to normal, and I learned to be myself again, until my world crashes in front of my eyes once more and I lose the last remaining family.