We all had that one time in life when we want to hate that person but we hate ourselves for not hating them.'Hurting someone is as easy as throwing a rock into the lake, but do they know how deep that rock can go?' We tried, I tried, you tried to feel better, we tried to believe that we'll be happy again, we tried and tried and tried, but in the end, we are all tired. We often want to disappear, but we want is to be found. We all got so focused on what we wanted that we missed the beauty of ourselves, the beauty of warmness, even though we can't see It but we all know how beautiful it is. What we all want is to work so hard that one day when our future self looks at their past self they can proudly say that 'you did it!" We all want that but that one little mistake can ruin our life. Loving someone knowing that you'll never be able to hate them makes you hate yourself more and more. In the end, we lose ourselves finding the right person. All we need to do is train our minds to be stronger than our emotions or lose ourselves every time.