We all have the need to be amazing, great and conquer the world. Be that as it may, we feel frustrated and robbed when our expectations aren't met. Sometimes, the unexpected hits us like a ton of bricks and breaks us apart. But that unexpected is what changes our lives forever. It may not be what we needed, yet it sure as hell has its ways of surprising us. He was just that. The unexpected that seemed to come fluttering into my life so beautifully, but ended up smashing me to the ground. Pain. Torture. A misfit. I had felt it all. I had nothing in. I was alone and I liked it. But, I was drowning and he was like coming up for fresh air. Little did I know he was goin to push me back in with so much force, pain and torture would seem easy. He saved me and tore me apart. He loved me and threw me into a pit of darkness. He lured my soul out, like a moth to a flame and slammed it with a freaking car door.