Scaramouche never did want to admit it, but he had feelings for his coworker, Childe. The two were fatui harbingers, and scara had believed that love was stupid ever since he'd joined them. I guess you could say he lost hope. Most of the harbingers had the same mindset. However, Childe was always a firm believer. Scaramouche thought he was stupid, and had no clue what kept his hopes up. When he discovered that it was him that Childe loved so much, he gave in to the feelings.( in the most Scara way possible, mind you.) But one day, Scara comes home to a surprise, and not one of the good ones.