Nick is in love with Arius. Arius is (maybe) in love with Hannah. Nick was orphaned when he was 10 and had been living with his bestfriend and his bestfriend for years now. Nick has been in love with Arius for a long time, but Arius does not know. Nick does not want to tell him this cause he thinks Arius is straight. It could ruin there friendship. But would it? read the book to find out.