"I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me, when we're alone." "You can hold my hand if no one's home." "If I went and hurt my body, would you still love me the same?" Seungmin felt like his boyfriend didn't love him because of all the things he said and rules he made. he never let Seungmin hug him, hold his hand, give him a peck or kiss, or even stare at him too long in public. but he wouldn't let his doubts about their relationship affect their love for each other. so he'd just have to keep it in. like always. But when you keep so much in, it's always going to burst out. Whether you like it or not. And burst it did. Seungmin declared he would take his revenge, whether he liked it or not. _______________________ DESCLAIMER: Han has BPD (bipolar disorder) seungmin has ocd and a dissociative disorder. THIS IS ALL FICTIONAL I HAVE NO IDEA WETHER EITHER OF THEM HAVE THESE DISORDERS IN REAL LIFE. !Short Chapters! !Slow updates! !!NOT MINSUNG!!(NONE OF MY BOOKS ARE MINSUNG.)