"would you be able to look back on this moment ten years from now and say you were glad this happened? because right now i don't think i can." shawn whispered. he was anxious. "i'm not doing this with you right now. you're fucking crazy!" sylvia shouted. his fist went through the drywall. "damn you! you just can't keep doing this to me." shawn's words were ill-tempered, almost passionate. OR WORST TIMES is not a love story. this is a story about a woman and man who should've ran the moment they locked eyes with one another. shawn mendes is a bartender at a local restaurant. overtime he grows fond of a regular customer named sylvia carter. he's unsure why he is so drawn to her but quickly realizes what they have isn't love. not romantically or platonically. this "relationship" was delusions built upon delusions. they both wanted more but never knew how to ask.