A Edward X James Fanfic; Sequel to Blue and Green Spells Love James had feelings for Edward for as long as he could remember. From the beginning, he admired the blue engine for his perseverance and kind-hearted personality, but with the pessimistic certainty that he wouldn't feel the same, he ended up hiding his crush from everyone through mockery, humiliation and vanity. This lasted for years and years, until he found out that Henry and Gordon shared feelings towards each other. While it aroused envy in him, it also made him realize that he had to grow a pair to come to terms with his true feelings towards Edward. James finally plucks up the courage in Winter, with the Christmas and New Year festivities looming, but when Gordon says it wouldn't be worth it to confess as a way to spite him, his courage crumbles once more. Doubt and overthinking takes over his mind as his vision towards Edward changes negatively, to which he'd belittle him more than he ever did alongside Henry and Gordon. Will he succeed in confessing his feelings? Or will he neglect them over a silly assumption? (DISCLAIMER: Thomas and Friends characters belong to Reverend W. Awdry/Mattel. I only own the plot.)
3 parts