The world seemed to slip away from my grasp as everything grew dark and my breaths grew short. Alex Irwin is the ordinary girl, except for the fact that Ashton Irwin is her older brother, and while Ashton was on tour with his band, she lost control of her life. She became suicidal, depressed, anorexic, and she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Now, with Ashton and the rest of the band back at home, she faces new troubled she never expected.