perhaps, one of the hardest way of falling in love is loving while you are healing. that, wanting to provide them the love, effort, and care that they deserve while hurting all the while for giving those that you do not have in the first place. that, being hurt twice as much knowing that you're hurting them because you are already in pain for the very first time. that, knowing you will only give them traumas from being too broken beyond repair yet still wanting to beg them to stay. loving someone who is trying to heal is like going into a war without any weapon. it will hurt. and hurt. and only hurt.