I want to sincerely express to you that, although at times you may have succumbed to the temptations of a "bad life," the responsibility for those decisions does not solely rest on you. While life can be complex, remember that there are also people who expect to see you shine and believe in you. Do not allow external judgments or internal insecurities to define you. Accept your mistakes, celebrate your strengths, and never give up on the journey of becoming the best version of yourself. You are valuable and deserving of love and respect, and you always have the opportunity to grow and live a meaningful and fulfilling life. Keep hope in your heart and move forward with determination and courage.