Y/n l/n isn't alive but wanders as a "living person" "if you ask me This isn't gonna be one of those cringey weird One where y/n is like "heyo" and all that weird shit. "That's how it all happened. I, y/n l/n, died along with my mother and sister. And yet, every time someone asks me if they deserved to die, my unequivocal answer will always remain yes. For there was something so empowering in that moment - it had a strange feeling of aliveness. An odd acceptance of the limits of life and a realization of the fragility of it all. And yet I loved every second of it. Despite the horror of it all, I would never take back those moments for anything. The death of my mother and sister may not be fair, but to me, it seemed inevitable. No matter what I believe about their fate, it was still the cause of my own."