I've lived for a very long time, though some horrible events too. I just haven't seemed to die yet. Maybe it's because I'm not human? I knew a girl her name was Lillian, she is the reason my mother is dead but I know her great great etc grandchild. She is called Lillian too, and she too has a hate for 'freaks'. I'm Vanessa Elizabeth, I'm about 413 years old, and I've been betrayed, burnt, shot, stabbed, kicked, hung, assassinated, and tortured.