"He hates me." Childe said as he sighed, plopping down on his bed. I mean, who wouldn't? He has what everyone would die for: The money and the power because of his parents- But does anyone ever wonder how he truly feels? Rather than just spreading such rumours in the school because they wished for his downfall. But this particular student really got to him, his classmate- Koto Narukami. He used to go by the name Scaramouche but whenever he tried to use his nickname, he'd just ignore him. "I just... don't know what to do." Childe said, even if no one heard him, he just needed to let it out. He felt tears threaten to fall out but... "Does he even know me anymore?" Childe blurted out, choking out his cries as he started to think of how many things he couldn't say to him back then, with all their bickering and all. But he knew he didn't hate him fully, even going as far to tending his wounds but why didn't he just...? - In which Childe has to take care of Scaramouche after an accident but he had forgotten everything they had, including all those stupid fights, so Childe felt conflicted. Childe started to distance himself from him and felt confused at Scara's new personality but he just can't bring himself to just leave him alone. +++ Chiscara is endgame but there's implied Ittoscara and Kazuscara. TW : Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempts, Unspecified eating disorder, Car crashes, Implied bullying.