"What are you so afraid of?" Colby asked gently, holding me close as I sobbed. My heart and brain were screaming two different answers. My heart said "me!" while my brain knew that if i told him that then he really would leave me. Date Started: July 18th, 2023 Date Finished: N/A if you can think of any kind of warning (drug use, sa, etc), it goes here. read at your own risk and with that in mind.