Ever since losing earth and his other loved ones John hadn't been so easy on himself from all of it. (Y/n) didn't know how to really help John overcome his guilt and problems caused by the Sburb incident but they try their best. But little did John know... Sburb never happened. What will happen? Will John eventually overcome the guilt and so? Does he love Yn back? Read to find out... Also if ur upset at tha pronouns just imagine them however ya want- (Cover art not by me btw-)