April has had a life of loss and pain but also love and joy. She explores the life of dating but is worried which category it will be put in, or will it be one of its own? After losing her mom at the age of four April has no maternal figure in her life that can guide her through the ever changing world of a teenager. Starting high school will be both a journey and haven, but her family is a whole expedition. Follow April as she turns fourteen and turns away from her past. Will she be able to live a content life without her mom, or will she crash and burn. No judging my grammar, I'm 14 and despite my love of writing, I hate grammar.