For Cheng Xiaoshi , remembering feels like the worst thing ever right now. You're around , yet it's all so different now. Was it all his fault ? 1/3 chapters done as of 9/23/23 ┉┉┅┄┄┈•◦ೋ•◦❥•◦ೋ• Spoiler free for season 1. Implied one sided feelings on Cxs's side , but can still be read as a platonic relationship overall. Mostly you/yours but fem bc let's face it no one's reading this atp it's for me TW for injuries.