*ACOTAR fanfiction* Florence has battled her suicidal ideation for years. Each year she allows herself one day to fall prey to the thoughts, and act on them. She has been unsuccessful four times. This time will be different... Her wish to be 'anywhere but here' is answered, when she is kidnapped (saved?) by Orcus the world-walker, at the cusp of her death, and taken to Prythian. Florence agrees to put aside her suicide for a year, just like every other time she attempted, and try to enjoy the endless spring. But just like Alice in Wonderland, the beauty is a mask for some dark secrets, just as her dresses hide a secret of her own...