Simon is straight..... Right? Totally straight. Straight as a ruler. Like 100%. 'Boobs?' Yes, 'Penises?' Ew..... But what confuses Simon is how Matt, a boy he barely knows, manages to make his heart skip a beat every time they make eye contact. Matt is a nerd, Matt is gay, Matt is the laughingstock of the school, and Matt thinks that Matt should die. But what happens when, at a party that he only half-remembers, Simon saves him from an overly aggressive drunk guy, but it seems that Simon doesn't remember that night at all? [!!!!Warning: This story has mentions of topics such as homophobia (internalised and not), self-harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, and addiction. Later, there will be some sexual stuff, too. This story will be a slow one (both uploads-wise and story-wise)!!!!]