She was just like her, but not completely like her. She was mind controlled, she wasn't. She was trained, so was she but not to that higher perspective. She knew it all, she did not. She isn't aware of whats coming to her. You fought hard and long enough to be set on this mission. A mix of thoughts run through. You were not completely like her. She was way too out of your league but hey whats stopping you from trying? Maybe later on she will change your whole perspective in life. Or maybe she will kill you immediately there is no telling of the heart of Natasha Romanoff. (I do not own any of these characters, except for Crow and Elena. And your character ofc )