I cannot possibly give a reasonable explanation to this feeling, because you know I shlouldn't want this. But you don't seem to be looking fpr an explanation. And it is such an heavenly to take me out of the dark with, just like the soft light of a candle. To the boy I seem not to be getting off my mind. Real facts narrated, names changed. Just a sorta diary. There may be episodes, or just a dedication.
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