'Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.' -Fyodor Dostoevsky The suicide note portrays the post traumatic experiences of a young girl, Lyra Lestrange, after the battle of Hogwarts. Having to face the cruelty of society, stares in the ministry and going through a trial. Lyra recalls her memories of her Hogwarts years , sharing them with a homeless man on the streets after she escaped from st Mungo's hospital. Lyra as a first year girl idolises a peer of hers, Pansy Parkinson and is willing to do everything in her duty to act like her , look like her and most importantly reach her level while she is dealing with the remains the Black family left behind.