The first part of a three-volume story about members of a special combat unit, set in a futuristic alternative reality, containing paranormal elements. Blood... Lots of blood... And pain. An endless sea of pain... They had been an integral part of his life for months. If this miserable existence can even be called life. He couldn't remember the moment he stopped feeling anything. The only thing that kept him alive now was hatred, the desire for revenge and immeasurable, seething anger. This was the only thing that gave him the strength to survive... This is the english version of my work under the same title. English is not my native language, so I apologize for any mistakes. This work is also available on my ao3 profile under the nickname RM1133. Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52551499?view_full_work=true