This is all fictional guys hahaha fictional, like all things said in here are just a work of fiction, y'know, just wanted to like write from the point of view of a person who's been like just barely scraping through life with no one to talk to, like like imagine if that was me, nah man, I had a great high school experience, truly a time of transformation, plenty of friends and had my fair share of young love relationships and yeah great and stuff, feel bad for the people missing out you know, but I won't do anything about it haha why would I, but yeah completely fictional, just an excepción in thinking a different way and writing from a very very very unfamiliar point of view, hahahahaa I hate this stupid ass virtual keyboards, this interface is so shit like why does it disappear while I'm literally typing so annoying and I hate this phone I'm holding and the way I'm holding it and the way im likely coming across now and There was more I wanted to say in the... rant(?) itself, like clarify some stuff that could be misinterpreted pretty badly, but I just... can't. It's as coherent as it's gonna get. And I'm posting this cause I just don't care what anyone thinks of me on here anymore, not like ima do much here. If you're going through a similar situation, I'm sorry. I don't know why we have to go through this, but I'm sure we'll get out of this hole as long as we persevere. I just don't know when.