'you don't deserve him Isha , he deserves to be happy and you can't keep him happy. you are going to die and you can't be selfish', my inner voice echoed in my ears . I wiped my tears , yeah no one should know about it they'll be heart broken. And if he'll know that I love him he'll never be able to move on from me . ------------------------ ----------- he is getting engaged to someone that's not me . trust me it hurts, when you have to smile infront of people but your heart it breaking every second. it hurts to see him with some one else. it hurts, but like always I'm silent hiding every bit of pain inside me . he is making it more hard for me ,why can't I even die in peace?? just why?? ........................ mic dropped from my hand that created a huge sound. his eyes met mine and he came running to me and I falled in his arms. " trust me shiv , I-I ..... l-love .... y-you ." and I slipped into darkness.