I can't believe I did this. I let her go and now look where I am at. I don't know how I could be so stupid. I just need her back in my life. She was the one who helped me stay out of trouble, but then Daisy came along and changed me back to my old self. Right now I just really want to see Brenda. I keep thinking that she will come back to me and everything will be the way it was. It had been four years now, she is engaged. Then one day something happens. I actually get to see Brenda. Will we actually end up getting back together? Will everything be like it was in the past? All I really want is Brenda. Brenda the one with the smile that will make you smile and make your day. Brenda the one that is super smart an makes you feel dumb. Brenda the one who's laugh puts you into a better mood even when you don't want to be. Brenda the one that made me a better person. Brenda the one I love so much. Brenda the most beautiful girl in the world. Brenda the one I let go.