Everything was happening so fast and I was losing track of time. It didn't even seem real, nothing felt real anymore. I felt like I was frozen in time. I'm pretty sure I am in shock. I haven't cried yet. Everything was sort of a blur to me. There was so much for me to take in. I would have to restart my whole life, and this time I wouldn't have anyone by my side. This time, I was all alone. ....or was I?