This story is about a girl who is not sure whether she loves her crush or just that the lust is too strong. She has not seen him in almost a year. When she's been liking him for about two years. I know what your thinking, why doesnt she just talk to him. But theres something holding her back. Find out whether she sees him again or not, and if she ever figures out if she loves him or not, and most importantly, whats holding her back. Stay tuned. *Please do not leave any negative comments I am still fresh at this whole thing have not yet completed one book. My mind has been full of new ideas that I would like to share with you all. So if you have nothing nice to say I dont want to hear it. Thank you, and enjoy. *