It was just a normal morning I log in to twitter and read Zayn's tweet Retweeted by some mutuals saying "Sorry guys I'm leaving One Direction I'm going to be a solo artist but I still love my fans I can't forget those memories. You all were great I'll never forget my four brothers it's been great four years of my life sorry if I let my fans down" I feel like there's a lump in my throat. I started crying my vision become so blurred and tears started following. I broke up into tears yet I get disappointed on his decision but I tweeted nothing but keep on crying. It was a bitter pill that I have to sallow. I hear my mum voice is coming so I just put my phone aside wipe out my tears fake a smile clear my throat and said "I wake up and I'm going to get ready for college"