I've always been alone. It's not like I mind, honestly, I'd rather observe than be involved. It sounds sad, I know, but I seriously don't want to interact with others. I believe that human beings are too complicated, and I can hardly hold a proper conversation with another person before they either lose interest or are hurt by something I said. Why the two most popular siblings in the whole school approached me that day, I guess I'll never know, but I can for sure say that my life has been completely different ever since. I don't know what to do about it, it's confusing, it's constricting, I hate it. It hurts.