Knowingly.. Having been grown in the hood, i stand for almost nothing. My mom hates me and to hell with my dad. I'm now 16 and i wish i could just start all over again with this sorry ass excuse of a life. I wish i had a bestfriend who would just stay by 'my' side and not run off to go see her 'oh so dreamingly hot' boyfriend. Naturally, i hate everybody. My life has been a complete disaster as if somebody had planned it, because every step i take gives me an aching feeling in my stomach lecturing me to go back. I have two brothers , Tre being the oldest at 21 and Jalen who's 18. They are complete asses. Knowing that i'm the only girl, they tend to take advantage of me, literally. I so wish i was an only child, i bet life would've been so much easier that way. My name is Skylar Bendeiky, i hate my name so much it hurts. The destroyers of my life known as 'people' call me Sky. Processed Brunett, perfect shape, got the ass of an angel. I see myself as a shadow of all lies though.