A depressed and anxious boy. A football jock whom is loved by everyone. You may think that the two are opposite. Little do you know, the two could have something in common. In a good way, that is. Marco, a transgender boy meets football jock, Jean Kirschtein. He had always felt some sort of way toward him. After a long time into their friendship, Jean finds a book with the words "Have you ever?" carved on it. He reads and finds out a whole different side of Marco. Not the happy one, the depressed and gruesome one.