"Do you still love me ?", I thought of asking her to break a long silence. Meanwhile her phone rang and I observed that it is not her usual ringtone which is my, our favorite love song which happened to be from the very film we watched while she proposed me two years back. The call is from her fiancée. May be it is too early to call him that way. Nevertheless it can become the right word based on the outcome of this particular meeting. She asked me with her eyes," Shall I lift the call?" My eyes are dead and in this context they are deaf. After a couple of rings she is left with no option except for lifting the call. I had this pain in my heart, all caused by my plain stupidity. I don't want to tell my back story as everyone except my ego will easily point me for this disaster. She started talking on a phone and as a gentleman is on the other end the conversation automatically went into a different tone, elaborative. When she is completely occupied in the call, I took little coura