Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.