I fear the days to come, as I lye in my bed in the dark with the tears clouding my vision of the screen of my phone. as I read your text its like a blade through my heart. when I walk into school the very next day I fear the thought of seeing you. I pretend like the words and rumors don't hurt me as I fake this smile my mask fades when I see... you with him the one I love the one that broke my heart over and over again. he was never fully there. because once everything came crashing down. his true colors shined through the mask of clouds he had fooled me with he was also shit talking and lying about it. he was calling me names and starting rumors. now he is apart of the reason I lay in my bed awake at night and cry myself to sleep. back when I thought we would be forever I thought what we had was something of a fairy tale. he told me he loved me but it was all a lie. he told me that he would never hurt me in the way people do with rumors and words that pierce my heart over and over again but that was all a lie.