your a girl who has had depression her whole life finds a new hope. you spend your days outside with your Ipod and singing your favorite songs and making new songs you can also play the trumpet. ( and I mean you are really really good at it). you know that your neighbors are in a band but you never really saw them. you used to cut your self and you still had scars put your arms and legs and your parents abused you so you had scars up and down your back. " y/n what happened to your back?!" tyler said with a concerened face " oh nothing." you said putting on your jacket "are you sure you know you can tell me anything y/n" he said hugging me " Yea I'm Sure Tyler. now I'm going to go back home " I told him pulling away from his hug. as I walked away I looked back at him to see him looking at me he looked sad that I would not tell him. I mean I want to tell him I just cant I don't know why but I just cant. ** THIS BOOK HAS SELF HARM AND I DO NOT WANT ANYONE TO HURT THEM SELFS CUZ OF MY BOOK I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE THIS IS JUST ANOTHER FANFIC.**