Summary: At the age of 17 was when dan realized he was bi. so when he first saw Phil he knew he had to find a way to meet him and get to know him. But would dan be excepted by his friends, family and the small mind of his home town. And will he be able to fight the depression caused by the fear and pain of exception or rejection of his whole world. Warning: contains teen -adult content violence, implied and clear romance, swearing/offensive language Trigger for depression self harm sensitive opinions abuse all names that appear in content are fictional unless stated in the information about content. all events in the content are fictional (not historically correct) Fanfic: phan Main characters: Dan Howell (Danisnotonfire) Phil Lester (AmazingPhil) Written By: zosha45 and kittykala