Jack Johnson is a shy, nerdy, gay outcast who gets constantly bullied. He only had one friend who don't even acknowledge him in public. Jack Gilinsky is a popular fuckboy who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself. He's basically friends with everyone and gets any girl he wants. Matthew Espinosa is the kind boy who is in love with Jack Johnson. Matthew confesses his love for Jack Johnson. He loves Jack's scars because they make him who be is. Jack Johnson gets dared by his best and only friend (Sammy Wilkinson) to kiss the one and only Jack Gilinsky. What will happen? Well either of the Jacks fall? Or will Jack Johnson fall for Matthew? (This book contains: Suicidal thoughts and suicide attempts, graphic boyxboy smut, and some extremely sad and triggering moments.)