Warning: This fanfic may inculde cutting suicidal thoughts and smut Oh and depressing parts Its a fanfic about izaya and shizuo.. The first chaper is about mairu kururi and izaya but dont worry its not romantic or anything Please enjoy... Oh this is my first so please comment what i should change i just wanna say smut is in chapter 7 and to be honest i dont like the first 5 chapters so please be sure to skip it if you dont like it k ill still love all yaoi fans whatsoever