What if the boys of One Direction were really depressed? They tell their fans to stop harming themselves, when they are really the ones who need help? What if he acts happy, but deep down they just want to die? They think that life isn't worth anything? What if he acts fine, but is really struggling with his weight? He things he's too fat? Even though he's in better shape, than he thinks. What if the one who acts happy and mature all the time, is really struggling with his 3 AM demons? He panics maybe that's why he has so many fears. What if they can't handle this anymore? They try to be strong for "their girls" when really this is the time when they need them the most. Anxiety. Suicidal . Depressed. Eating-Disorder. Self-Harm.