Extract: "Dear Josh. No. That's by far not good enough for describing what you mean to me. My dearest Josh... my best Josh. Josh, my very best friend. I'm sorry. I'm honestly sorry about having to do this to you. Having you to read this. Having you to see me dying. I wish I could avoid this one. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry."// Songfic-Oneshot inspired by the TØP-Cover of Cancer by MCR. Triggerwarning: This oneshot obviously contains the topics cancer and death, so if you can't deal with stories referring to those topics, don't read this oneshot for your own safety. Otherwise I hope you enjoy this one. Please tell me what you liked or disliked in the comments below so I can improve myself.