you and Sam have been dating for a while and it was going great! you, Sam and Dean joined together on hunts and investigations. you were a trio to never tear apart. But then Sam went to hell. you were ecstatic with him being brought back but something happened. something was new about him. he had picked something up while being in that cage. or... lost something. this story is about how you coped with it and the struggles of you, Dean and Cas trying to get Sams soul back. Enjoy!