{ Warning } this fan fiction contains: - bad language - very sexual scenes - depressing thoughts and actions - some scary moments throughout the book •if easily triggered please don't read this book or don't read it just to bash on my writing style• •if you are experiencing any depressing thoughts please talk to somebody, I'm here to listen to you if need be. Please don't do anything harmful to your body or anything life threatening. I know it seems things won't change but they will. You'll graduate, move on to college or into the work force and meet someone you love, you'll grow with them. It'll all be happy for you I promise you. So please talk to me or a loved one. Stay safe, I love you•