Hi I'm May I'm 15 and everyone thinks that my life is perfect. But its not..... Ever since I was little I've never been able to sleep or I'd wake up screaming. I was diagnosed with insomnia. I was put on heavy medicine to help me sleep. So when I take the medicine it makes me fall asleep but even being drosy scares me. I sleep but I don't dream. I want to have dreams to be normal. But when I sleep it's blackness. The medicine lasts 8 hours it puts me to sleep.