You know when on the outside you look loved, cared for, happy but in the inside you feel lonely, useless, misunderstood. Some people will tell you acting is part of life. I would tell you you are living a lie. A lie that have grown so naturally, that you accepted it as real. But then comes the time to realize that you cannot just pretend. My name is Virgil, I am 19, and I am trying catch up with what I have been missing.