"I Care."(A Identity v Fanfiction)

Chapter 2 - Horrified

Warning
Injuries involves glass
Violent language

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tick tick tick....

The clock slowly goes by , but yet Freddy's emotions still hasn't been going back to his normal state , since he has been feeling unwell , both physically and mentally , that... 'thing' has bugged him so much , he just had a mental breakdown because of this incident 10 minutes ago. Feeling bored , he slowly got up , accidentally seeing himself in a mirror , it's not that confident , arrogant lawyer that everyone knows , it's another side of him , mentally stressed , paranoid , anxious human that remains inside of his soul.

Not much people actually know about this side , like almost no one , except Norton and Margaretha , they have been promised not to tell anyone about his deteriorating mental health , maybe the lawyer has covered himself with lies , to pretend that he's going to be okay , keeping up the pace of the matches as best as he could , but everything was in a disguise , right after he went to bed , Freddy starts to bawl , punching his pillow in frustration or maybe he even hurts himself , his body is full of scars that are not yet recovered just yet , but for some reason , he still won't die , he cannot do it when he wanted to , something or someone is stopping him.

The lawyer sighed softly , slowly grabbed a stuff toy that is from his bed , and gather it gently into his hands , from afar he's able to see his diary , with some photos inside , his eyebrows furrowed like paper , then gently walked to it and picked it up from the floor , "When did this happened?I didn't remember i scoop it to the floor , did I?"He thought , quickly read through it , there's a lot of venting about his emotions , and Lucky Guy's name seems to be appeared in some of the sentences , he shook his head , making him really confused.

" I find myself decoding with Lucky Guy today , he's really kind , asking about my crystal clear skin , or how can i able to hide successfully from the beginning of the game. i am a hard time to respond to his questions , since not much people asked about these kinds of things , more likely negative comments about my personality or my body , it never satisifies them , Lucky , you have no idea what you are dealing with..

I am a horrible monster , making Emma a orphan... Leo died... destroying a family by my own hands..."

He flipped another page , to see another sentence that is referring to him.

"Lucky asked if i ever gone to fancy restaurants for celebrate something special , I told him I brought my mother to a restaurant to celebrate her 60th birthday. Lucky seems to be happy about me having a really loving mother, and I replied if I ever have a chance I will go back and visit her with my new partner , he squealed loudly causing me to flinch, but it seems that he was quite excited that whether if I have a new partner or not. He was always that...."enthusiastic" , this word came out of my mind for some reason.

I'm not sure if he was joking or not but this sentence he said really and makes me feel safe for once" don't worry senior Riley! I will be a great caretaker of yours and willing to stay by your side,"lucky said giggling softly, it did make my face heat up .Oh I really wish I could have him as my boyfriend..