Hot for Teacher

Forget Regret

⚠️⚠️tw- mentions self harm!!⚠️⚠️
*A few months later*
Tony pov
I slept over at ambers house again, she'll casually sleep at my house, and ill be at hers. We have gotten so close as best friends and as a couple. Today is our 6 month anniversary, and let me tell you, its been the best 6 months of my life. Emily has left us alone, well, for the most part. Amber made some new friends, and shes graduating in a couple months. I confronted her about her cutting, and she promised to stop. So far shes been clean. Life is good. I woke up with amber in my arms, she was sound asleep, both arms wrapped around my waist. I smiled, shes so clingy when it comes to sleeping. I peeled myself from her, walking to the kitchen to make her some breakfast. I made waffles, eggs, strawberries,and some orange juice, considering she doesnt eat meat(besides mine hehe) I got a little tray, and put all the food on it, i grabbed a flower, putting it on the tray. I walked to her room to see her awake, stretching. "Well, goodmorning beautiful. Happy six month." I said giving her the tray. She held her hand over her heart. "Awe tony! Thank you! No one has ever made me breakfast in bed." I smiled, "theres a first time for everything babe." I said pecking her lips. "Hey, lets go to my house, the guys have something planned for us." She nodded, biting into her waffle. "Okay sure, just give me a bit to get dressed." I groaned playfully, throwing myself on the bed. "We are never going to leave." She rolled her eyes, throwing a strawberry at me. "Oh shut up perry." I grabbed the strawberry and ate it. "Okay well, im gonna get ready." She got up and walked to the bathroom. I called the guys to make sure they had everything in place. "Yeah, everything is getting set up. Jaime no put that down!" I heard a loud crash, "oh god. I swear he is such a child at times." I laughed, "not my fault." Vic sighed, "let me clean that up, see you later. Jaime alberto preciado what did i te-" the phone clicked. I shook my head, i swear, jaime would be dead right now if vic wasnt there to save his ass. I heard the water turn off, which probably meant amber was finished. She walked out of the shower, covered in a towel humming "kissing in cars." She put her bra and underwear on, and i bursted out laughing. "Whats so funny tony?" I pointed to her underwear, which said doll face on the back. She covered her but, slightly blushing. "Tonyyyyy, stop. I like them." She pouted, and i gave her a peck on the lips. "You look cute babe." She went into her closet, and i put my pants on. "Hey babe, do you have a shirt or sweater i can borrow? I forgot my shirt at home." She threw a keystreat hoodie at me, "gosh, you just get me." She laughed, throwing a san diego snapback at me. "Okay wait i cant breathe you are just so perfect you get me are you satan" i yelled. She walked out of her closet, wearing an iron maiden shirt cut at the sides along with black skinnies and black vans. "Well, i have been a fan for a long time, not to mention your girlfriend for about 6 months. I nodded, "that, is true." She nodded, "okay, just let me put on my make up and then we can leave." She sat on her vanity, and i sat behind her. "You look beautiful without the war paint too babe." I said, putting my hands around her waist. She shook her head, "i know i know, but i feel weird without it." She said grabbing her make up Bag. "Oh fuck, i forgot my mascara in the car. Ill be right back." I nodded, grabbing her purple lipstick, putting it on my lips. I grabbed her eye shadow, and basically everything, in other words, i decided to fuck up my face. Amber walked into the room, "holy, fucking, crap. Tony perry what the hell are you doing?!" I looked at her, then back to the mirror. "What?" I said, lipstick in my hand. I got up and took off my pants, showing off my ninja turtle boxers and shaking my butt, yelling "am i pretty yet?!" Amber was laughing so hard, she was crying. "Tony. Stop. I cant. Lets take this make up off of you." I nodded, sitting on the chair. She took it off, and started to do her make up. I reached for her eyeliner, but she smacked my hand away. "Put your pants back on and let me do my makeup!" I pouted, pulling my pants on, and walking to the living room. I decided to watch tv. I grabbed the remote and threw myself on the couch. I flipped through the channels, stopping at star wars. I grabbed a blanket and sat Indian style. I heard a chuckle, along with the snapping of a camera. I turned to see amber grinning, "what?" amber laughed, "you are such a man child." i stuck my tongue at her, turning my attention towards the television. Amber threw herself on the couch, stealing my blanket. I sighed, "ready to go babe?" She nodded, throwing the blanket at the floor. I grabbed my keys and we were off. I pulled out of the drive way and onto the freeway. I looked over at amber, who was looking off in the distance, probably thinking about something. i glanced down at her wrists, seeing some red welts. I shook my head, could this be true? is she still cutting? but, she promised. I sighed, turning at an exit. "tony? where are we going?" i shook my head, "you'll find out when we get there." she shrugged, looking back into the grey sky. I turned into an abandoned parking lot, turning off the car and getting out of the car. I grabbed ambers hand as we started to walk through the forest. We walked for about 5 minutes, until i found it. My sanctuary. Which is really just an abandoned train bridge. There is a little stream surrounded by rocks at the bottom. I walked towards the edge of the bridge, sitting on the railing. I motioned amber to sit with me, "wow, this is, beautiful tony." i smiled, "amber. why?" she gave me a confused look, "amber. dont play dumb." i said grabbing her wrist, "tony, i, im sorry. I cant. Its just, i need them." i rolled my eyes, "for fuck sake amber! why didnt you come talk to me?! i was here the whole fucking time! did you for once think about me? at all? you fucking promised amber! you, you promised." my yells turning into whispers. Ambers eyes fixated on the stream, "amber, are you even fucking listening to me?!" she said nothing, tears falling down her face. "what the fuck am i supposed to say tony? that im going to stop? that everything will be okay? No, nothing will be fucking okay. Im fucked up tony! dont you get that?!" i pulled her up, "amber. dont you fucking say that, ever. You are not fucked up, you are my kind of perfect, you are the one for me." i pulled her into a kiss, tracing her cuts with my thumbs. "darling, you'll be okay." she smiled, hugging me. "im sorry tony. I, ill try to stop." i grinned, "i, uh, i brought them with me." amber said shyly, she pulled something out of her pocket, revealing 6 razors. I grabbed them, watching my reflection in the shiny metal. A sudden rush of anger ran through me, "no. you will not fuck up my life anymore." i whispered, throwing them into the lake. I threw them a bit to hard, because the bridge shook, making me fall over the railing. "Tony!"