do you ever feel like your whole body is on fire? like your entire body is itchy but no matter how hard you scratch it never stops? you continue to feel trapped as you suffocate in your own skin. grimy and aching and alone. all you want to do is get out, to be free and comfortable and known.
but you can't. because people only see what's on the outside. they never see who you are. they never ask, 'hey you don't look alright. can i help?' there's nothing they want with you. you are just dirt on their shoe.
i want to rip off this skin, take out my organs and my bones. maybe then i'll finally be me.
maybe then i won't be in a living hell inside my body.
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『 smitten kittens 』
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