Flower Petals ~|AkaHina|~ |HAIKYUU!!| (book 1)

|~Chapter 9 (A PLAN TO HELP AKAASHI~|

(Hinatas POV)

"Havnt you heard? Akaashi got dispatched from the hospital today!" "Really? Poor him...I heard he got a hanahaki disease... and he needs his true love to fall for him to be cured..." "really?? I pity him...." "luckily it isn't us so you should be grateful!" "Yea..your right"

Rumors spread like wild fire, I guess keeping it a secret didn't last long. I let out a sigh. These rumors are getting worse and worse I feel bad for akaashi...I wanted to help by keeping the disease a secret so that when he got dispatched it wouldn't be much of a problem...but I guess I can't do anything anymore...i mean it's not like I can magically stop the rumors anyway...

I let out another loud sigh and continued on mopping the gym floor (everyone was cleaning the gym). "HEY HEY HEY AKAASHI!" I heard a voice on the other side of the gym "WHY DONT YOU GO TALK TO KARASUNOS NUMBER 10!" Bokuto yelled. I feel like I was meant to hear him becuase the fact he's yelling and taking glances at me. I saw akaashi slap his face in embarrassment and went to grab a ball and threw it onto bokutos face. "CMON AKAASHI~ HINATA LOOKS LONELY!" Another person from Akaashi's team said. 

I walked over to ask what they were doing and why are they yelling so loud that I could hear them from the other side of the gym.... "O LOOK MY NUMBER 1 DISCIPLE COMING OVER TO YOOOOOOOUUUUUU AKAASHI~" Bokuto yelled smirking over at akaashi. "So this was the plan...." I heard akaashi mumble to himself "what do you mean so this was the plan?" I said confused, akaashi looked at me a little sad, not many people can spot what Akaashi's feeling because he always wears a straight face. "Nothing that you need to worry about" akaashi said.

I could see a lot of his teammates just stare at him frowning like he said something wrong. I just looked at him and nodded then walked off, strange, I thought to myself he seemed to be acting weird today ever since he got dispatched...maybe because of the rumors? Or... I paused and looked back at akaashi, he looked like he was getting scold at by his team members, he caught me looking at him and smiled at me.  I looked away and blushed, I liked it when akaashi smiled, to be honest I liked every part of akaashi...I giggled to my self and smiled.

I saw kageyama looking at me, but I ignored it, pretending that I didn't see that he was looking at me. He was frowning, like he was mad that I giggled when I was thinking about akaashi... what am I thinking? Maybe he's just mad at me for another stupid reason.

(Akaashi's POV)

"WHAT THEY HELL WERE YOU DOING!" I heard bokuto say, I feel like they were mad at me because I said that i told hinata that he didn't need to worry about what I had mumbled to myself earlier. "What? He didn't need to worry?" I told my teammates bitterly looking away. "What do you mean! What about the plan on making hinata like you? Didn't you agree to it?" I looked at them with a straight face. "I technically never agreed nor did I disagree ether" I said with a straight face.

"If we are going to help you need to leave things to us— don't you trust us enough to help you get together with hinata?" They we're sort of right...did I trust them enough..? I didn't say anything... I just stood there looking at them. "Do you not want to be with hinata—" "OF COURSE I DO!" I snapped I closed my eyes and looked down at the floor with clutched fists, I could feel that people were stareing at me since I had raised my voice. I never raise my voice unless I was that upset with something which in this case I was upset that they were assuming I didn't want to be with hinata.

I want to be with hinata, I really do, but I don't want to make a move...not with my high sexual desires of hinata... I always "wanted" to do "it" with hinata... and try new things with him for the rest of my life with him... and what I mean by new things is not everyday things or normal things... I mean... trying new "it" sort of things... and hinata being younger then me, he could find it weird and make me feel even more regretful of my actions and desires towards him...that's why I just wanted to stay friends.